Walk slowly

I may walk slowly, but I promise to myself that I will never walk backward anymore.

my past is haunting me and kill me slowly. I know this life is about patience. you will never feel the way I feel since you are not in my shoes. patience. the cheapest word but precious. easier said than done eh?

"in this life, there is the hill that you need to get across"

dear you, dear me, please keep walking until we reach to the top. 

waiting

Err, hai assalamualaikum.

seriously I have no idea what I'm going to blog, ramble about. but  I still want to post something so that people will know that I'm alive. heh. 

and of course I really miss my nik (which is my dslr). I left it almost 2 years. kot. sebenarnya masa matriks dulu ada ja kelab potograpi tapi memandangkan kehidupan di matriks sangat hectic so I decided not to involve in this club anymore. so I'm quit. tu lah ceritanya.

hey, I've deleted some entries which is way toooo childish. malu bila baca balik. haha. I'm not planning to change my url or move to a new place since I'm rarely update my blog. 

I'm waiting for miracles in my life, and I know, in order to get something valuable, I have to face the obstacles.
It might hurt and I may cry but no matter what I keep praying and waiting. Allah is with us.
I will never stop praying no matter how dark and hopeless it may seem.

First and failed

not satisfied. not so good. first try and failed. 

special made for those who keep talking bad about me.

heh.